Life in the army hasnt gotten any better.
Its getting worse.
New things to learn everyday. First the weapons. Then the tests. Den the tank, then the tests.
All the punishments from superiors getting more and more ridiculous. fail = get confine.
Dont do things fast also kena pumping. Im sick of it.
I want to shout and yell at times. Punch the wall. I am getting back to my old self. The impatient type.
I think ive lost it. =(

Tank has so many parts, have to rmb, a lot i cant. I live in fear everyday. Test is coming soon. We go outfield everyday, come back at 11pm 12am. wake up at 5.30. Run at stadium. Life is never easy.

Recently i quarelled with my dear dear. Im sorry bebe... i didnt mean to. i found the source that threatens us le. I decided to gave Maple up. No more Maple, no more Dota.
I love u sweetheart.

These are my New Year's Resolution!!
1) Treat my dear dear better than nv before.
2) Sleep more.
3) Save more money.
4) Control my temper.
5) If ppl call me when im aslp, gimme 1 min to wake up first.

I love u so much so much. I will do anything to stop whatever that stands in our path of our relationship.