im beginning to hate this fellow.
HATE.
it all started quite fine and but den the remarks keep coming. i cant take it. i decided to left sch early today. and in the end i was told at the end of the class, a test was given and those marks will be included in assignment.

which makes me hate this fellow even more.

dislike is only the beginning yesterday. never did i imagine it to be hate.
wont say who this fellow is. cos this blog may be read by unwanted ppl. and u never know it will turn out to be that fellow.

POS. nub.

Assignments and test coming up. The presentation was really a screw up. really. unexpected things happen. haiz.. but cant be help. poor verbal skills by group members and no initiative on their part.

sian. but still i think it might be better than the china's group.
say how many times cannot use wikipedia they also dun understand.

Everybody short of money nowadays.
How i wish i have a laptop to bring to school or library to do with friends. haiz.
And i seriously wonder how, how are we going to foot the next school bill at 7k+ in 4 months time.

There's no pocket money for me since after poly. army savings put me up till this far, but how long can i last?

I just love u very much. all i want is the best for you.. im sorry i keep causing u pain. im sorry.. i just want to be with you.

Someone told me that Chris Benoit died and they discovered his brain's is the mentality of a child, thus causing the homicide of his family and eventually himself.

Thats scary. considering the many times heavyweight championship he got and defended. =/

My mum played bejewelled till mad liao.
I think no one can beat her at the top.
Look at her score.

Maybe you have forgotten about me.
But i hasn't.

The pics, wallpaper in my handphone, computer still remain.
Because u are part of me already.

Been feeling very tired recently, especially after swimming. Today swam 34 laps without stopping in bishan swimming complex. Maybe next time I'll try for 40 laps and eventually go for 50 laps.

Sch assignments are worrying me. I have little clue how to go along doing it. Hope my frena aren't the slack type. especially this black guy that sherman has decided to recruit into our team who's from India. I couldn't understand him half of the time.

Moodless.

I must remember not to anyhow divulge any form of information on my blog to anyone in class.
If not i might get bashed up by Cheeeena dogs.
Today met huaqiang's friend, sherman.
He's a very nice guy, same class as hua last time and same camp as well.

Lucky got someone to talk to. If not i might suffer under the odour of cheeeenality.
Is it me or do i have a little trouble hearing the lecturer cos she's from New Zealand. slang.
Lucky that aint too bad.

Yu To said his lecturers in NTU 80% all got different slang. jialat.
Hmmmm. must find time to go do some workout. been skipping a lot lately.

Today quite tired sit till back pain during lesson but still happy cos bebe MSG me say baby.. Hehe tmr lesson start le. Must jiayou! I didn't realise how great my dislike for china ppl were till
mum started saying she hates them. And den everywhere I go, I see china ppl. On the trains, in classes even! Tmr got class
I think 80% cheeeena ppl. Die Liao lor. Go orientation den they speak in their silly slang and those clowns behind me say "dou ting bu dong"
stupid sia, ting bu dong den come here for wad. Go take a
Chinese course la zzz.
Sit on the train on the way back also this cheeena women talk in her china dialect talk so loud. Like her hometown like that. Mum
say that she detests them cos they steal we Singaporean de jobs. See them also sian. I used to laugh at her cos I was an anti black then, but now I hate them more.

The government should limit number of ppl
coming to work in Singapore or foreigners applying for work permits or PR.
When asked why she dun like cheeeeena ppl more than bangalas, my mama also say at least the blacks come here do those job no Singaporean are willing to do. clear rubbish chutes, roadside work, toiling in the sun all that. So it's understandable. Cheeeeena ppl come steal our rice bowl.

It was den that set me thinking how right she was.

I'm wonderig how long it will be before I punch some cheeeena guy in my
class for talking too loud.

It's like a sudden stab in my heart,
Slowing its beat,
Dragging its flow
Seeing ur status on ur facebook.
I know i have no right but still, it hurts.

Looked at past msgs bebe sent me.
Cause thats the only way i can see bebe and baby in the text.
<3 u...

Mum nagged at me again.
Says do things for her impatient.
Cried in my pillow and all i can think of is you.

Need someone to talk to. But its never the same again, is it?
God.. I miss you.

Woke up early morning today, dreamt that your msg still calls us bebe and baby. I was so happy, elated, even by this little acts. Wish i never woke up.

Quickly looked at my handphone, wishing your msg contained these. But there isnt any msg.

And again, this afternoon cried in my bolster.
i read ur msgs, i can't seem to forget the times when we were together, our pictures, everything.

I can't forget u at all. It's all embedded deep in me. Memories, the tides we went through.

I only have myself to blame.
Can never be good enough for you. Take care.

These times thinking of u... Thinking what u are doing now. Hopefully, u are doing fine, and wishing the best.

Just to let u know, i will always be here by ur side if u ever need me.

Something happened. Damn emo. Cried in train, cried on the way home. But no choice.. Will be taking driving lessons soon. Gg bbdc take a look tmr. Moodless. Running takes my mind off things.. But I can't do so now. Damn leg got worse after running. I love u bebe.. Eternally.

Jin's relatives Ah gong and Ah ma very kind to me...
Showed a lot of hospitality.
Offered fried rice and take drinks and apples, yes i guess thats standard for all hosts to show their guests, but its been a long time since i was shown that and i am very grateful to them.

Today meet up with Bebe~
Long time nv see her le.. Miss her sooooooooo much!!!!
went to watch up.. i give it 6/10 to 7/10.
Maybe cos we are sitted too far back and the screen is small.

after that went to walk ard and had Subway.
It always taste soooo good. yeah double choc cookies rocks..

after tat went to meet Magesh for some raw deal deck playing.

This time,
Edge went 1-0 against his Triple H
Evolution went 1-0 against his Triple H

Took me some adjusting to form Evolution.

And i finish him off in my 3rd turn.
With only 3 Maneuvers in my Ring Area.

Ahhh.. Owning... =)

This guy sms me and said he got a group of friends playing wwe raw deal cards.
so i asked where he's living at.
He identified himself as Magesh.

And then i was thinking wtf another mutt (Other than the legendary Muhd Rumi who went to USA for World Championship 2007 in Raw Deal and got 1st).

He also said he used his tourney deck to thrash a lot of people.
I became a little wary as to what he's going to use.
More on expecting Legend Superstars like Bobby Heenan or Roddy Pipper.

It just dawned on me that we spoke on the phone and he was rapping. Figured out that he's a black after all.
Do blacks have money to buy cards? hmmm.

ANYWAY, in the end i won him 5-1.
And he was using old school superstars like Triple H and Lita.

Our Match
The Rock vs Lita 1-0
Ric Flair vs Triple H 2-0
Rhyno vs Triple H 2-0
Edge vs Triple H 0-1 =( wasted i didnt have my cards yet if not i would have trounce him.


Enjoyed feeling of winning. Oh well, it turns out he works at the Neighbourhood Police Post just below my house. lol next time got kaki already..

Hopefully can get some cards cheap from him.

Dad's coming back home rather frequently these few days.. And quite frankly, I don't like it. The akwardness, the silence.. It just doesn't feel right.

Am I the only guy who feels that the senior of cai jincao in the boys over flowers is damn handsome? Dun understand what's all the fuss about the curly hair guy. Even the youngest looks
much more handsome.
God.

Ahhhh dun tell me I'm turnig half gay.

Changed songs again.
This time a list of my own favourites.
This time some of them from hybrid blackie/whitie Michael Jackson.
No Wonder he sang the song: "Black or White"
ahahahahaha.

It don't matter if you're Black or White~~~


Goodbye RoseOnline!
Time to quit!

After reaching 3 chars of max LvL 210, (well EvilBatty my Cleric was at 208 but i've decided to stop anyway), i found the game bored.

As usual, posting what ive taken screenshots of so far,
The Materials needed for Castle Gear Crafting.



Quest for CG, Last Boss freaking HUGE!






Finally Done! Black CG!


Union War with CG
















And Finally my full set title belt. anybody wants to buy for 850-900 SGD? heh. its listed on eBay already.

Sometimes i wonder to myself, if im gone in this world, would it have made a difference to anyone in this world?
The people i know, i love, i wonder if they care...

These past few days, ive fallen sick, after going to a chalet with my relatives.
Some clown decided it was hilarious to go there with a flu coming down or a fever.
Jin said his classmates (2 of them) was temporarily suspended from school due to H1N1, well only 1 kena but the other not confirmed yet. But still, well, figures out he's the bloody clown.

In the end, after the 4 days chalet, 5 of us fell sick. Bitchhhhhhhhhh.