Questions. Has someone asked u wads the greatest feeling on Earth?
to me, the greatest feeling on Earth was falling in love..

the unhappiest? the ending of a relationship of someone u still love dearly...

the feeling of making u one of the happiest man... on top of the world.. a feeling that cannot be described by mere words.. lifting u so high.. so high.. and in the end.... letting u fall...

When you came into my mind, you healed my wounds.. exasperations at sch work.. at other stuffs.. the mention of your name lifts my heart, liften my mood and spirit.
But now you open up those wounds once more. It has struck me that.. Im not worthy enough of you.. I'm sorry. I can see I can never be worthy or caring enough for you.
Have u realised the pain i felt? The agony. The distress. Am i so detestable that asking for 5 mins to meet up is so difficult? I tried to think of what to say, I wanted badly to tell you, to make you understand, how much I care and love you.
My ring.. Our ring.. i will always wear it..

My mind is whirling. I'm never there when u need me most.. Im sorry..Do you know? Tears are running down my face as i write this post.

These few days, this song comes into my mind..

**Qing Fei De Yi**

Nan yi wang ji chu ci jian ni
Yi shuang mi ren de yan jing
Zai wo nao hai li, ni de sheng ying, hui san bu qu
Huo ni de shuang shou gan jue ni de wen rou
Zhen de you dian tou bu guo qi
Ni de tian zhen wo xiang zhen xi
Kan dao ni shou wei qu wo hui shang xin

Zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni
Bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jin
Pa wo mei shen mo nen gou gei ni
Ai ni ye xu yao hen da de yong qi

Zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni
Ye xu you tian hui qing bu zhi jing
Xiang nian zhi rang zhi ji ku le zhi ji
Ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi

Nan yi wang ji chu ci jian ni
Yi shuang mi ren de yan jing
Zai wo nao hai li, ni de sheng ying, hui san bu qu
Huo ni de shuang shou gan jue ni de wen rou
Zhen de you dian tou bu guo qi
Ni de tian zhen wo xiang zhen xi
Kan dao ni shou wei qu wo hui shang xin

Zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni
Bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jin
Pa wo mei shen mo nen gou gei ni
Ai ni ye xu yao hen da de yong qi

Zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni
Ye xu you tian hui qing bu zhi jing
Xiang nian zhi rang zhi ji ku le zhi ji
Ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi

Shen mo yuan ying, wo jing ran you hui yu jian ni
Wo zhen de zhen de bu yuan yi
Jiu zhe yang xian ru ai de xian jing

Zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni
Bu gan rang zi ji kao de tai jin
Pa wo mei shen mo nen gou gei ni
Ai ni ye xu yao hen da de yong qi

Zhi pa wo zhi ji hui ai shang ni
Ye xu you tian hui qing bu zhi jing
Xiang nian zhi rang zhi ji ku le zhi ji
Ai shang ni shi wo qing fei de yi