Today must be the saddest day of my life...
i have no idea how to write this down...
but the song i uploaded describes my feeling right now..
so true..

she cares for me a lot.
the best anyone can.
but i didnt do as much.
i read through all the letters she sent me.
From the time where we both just got to know each other, from birthday wishes ad evolving into relationship. Cried. Cried and cried. The first time we quarrelled on new year eve. The pics we took together.

i will be mapling for 1 last time in Zakum.
and i will delete it off.
As for this blog, i will not post any more.
bb all... good luck.. thx to ah jie, wen, nar, fang and all other contributors in my tagboard for the past year... thx a lot.. u guys really make my life a happy one.. going through my school life, attachment and at home.